kfizzyy13

iwishihadafather:

pospiscal:

hello i am back from my shower where i was wet and naked please think of me naked 

I just can’t stand not talking to him. I haven’t talked to him in like 5 hours. So scary.

Semi-colon project 4/16/13

I know and known people who self harm, go through depression, attempt suicide, eating disorders, and so on.

My story,

It started with mental, uncontrollable breakdowns when I was 5, it lasted till I was 16 years old.  The first time I’ve ever attempted suicide, I was 7 years old. I have no idea what was going through my head at the time but all I know is my brother came in at the right time. At 8 I cut myself a few times but stopped. By time I was 12 the suicidal thoughts came back and Between then and 16 I attempted at least 3 times. I started cutting myself again when I turned 14. By time I was 17 everything started changing. Started calming down. My breakdowns stopped, suicidal thoughts stopped, self harming stopped.

I’m 18 now and I realize that life does go on. Nothing is worth self harming or suicide. I’m always here if you need to talk to someone, I promise. I love you all deeply and I care for all of you.

Only bits and pieces of my story was told to my good friends, but here’s pretty much everything I can remember. 

i literally just wanna go to concerts, make out, cuddle, and sleep a lot